Real Human

A few years ago when I was a new student at SMAN 28, I was closed person and I didn’t care with social life, I just thought that I could be accepted in this favourite school because my own effort.

One day I would do ESQ training for 3 days at 165 building, I never knew what ESQ was, I just knew that ESQ standed for Emotional and Spiritual Question. On the first day I was accompanied by my father. All of students gathered in the lobby until we all were complete, we went down and did registration. After that we were given nametag. I sat together with my old friend, Leista. I wasn’t interested in finding new friends at that time. But at least I knew some new friends, they were Bondan and Dian.

Briefly, in 3 days I followed this ESQ training, many things that’s really inspiring me to change, turned into real human. Real human is human who remembers that he was ever asked his commitment by Allah with saying two syahadat sentences. Real human is human that really loves Allah and so love of Allah then he does good deeds to others only because of Allah. Real human is human who also loves Allah’s prophet, Muhammad SAW.

The first thing that’s inspiring me to be real human is when I was showed a verse of Al-Qur’an which states that truthfully human had been asked his commitment before by Allah and testified that there is no God but Allah and Muhammad is the messenger of Allah. I am a person who justifies Al-Qur’an and I just knew that there is a verse which states that things. I am also a person who fulfills the promise and if I have promised to Allah then I have to fulfill it.

The second thing that’s inspiring me to be real human is when I am asked what my goals for this life is, then I will answer it’s both parents and money. I really love my parents who struggle to raise me all the time, therefore one day I will return their favor. Certainly money is also the goal I live because with money I can beatify and lift both parents’ level. But, everytime I imagine and recall the memories of the past, when parents, friends, and others had ever been dissappointing me, I was thinking for what I live? But everytime I pray to Allah, Allah grant it. I was thinking why Allah grant my prayers, whereas all this time I often forget about Allah. Since that time I felt how Allah loved me, yeah I knew Allah the Most Merciful. I just realized that when everyone is disappointing me actually there is Allah that isn’t ever disappointing us. At that time I really love Allah and change the goals of my life that is to do good deeds only because of Allah.

The third thing that’s inspiring me to be real human is when I was listened a story about a figure who is really influential that is prophet Muhammad SAW. I didn’t suppose in the end of his life he was still able to call his people, “Ummatii Ummatii”. His people who will live without his existence. It meant that I am also the part of his people who is called by him at that time, I felt how prophet Muhammad really loved his people including me. Now I am a person whose worship isn’t too much like Arabian people who are worship experts. I don’t know what place that I will enter later in hereafter, I am not able to be burnt in Allah’s hell and I am not worthy entering Allah’s heaven. I really need syafa’at from prophet Muhammad in doomsday and I really miss him and I also love him.

I who before was haughty person, now I just realize that I am not worthy proudly standing on the surface of this earth. I who before was a person who was only thinking about myself and didn’t care about others, now I just realize how important carings for others. Then after the training was over, the trainer asked us to forgive each others, I immediately looked for Bondan and Dian. I felt so guilty to them, they were so care to me but my own self wasn’t care about them. Therefore I decided to be real human since that time.

Dream High again

After finishing watching Dream High, I'm really feeling crazy about it now. Ah, peeved! It's true what I've said before. Assuredly, yeah assuredly I will be crazy woman.

Huh, why does that madness always come when I have to be serious doing the assignment. PSAF task has given and has to be completed soon until the middle of August. The assignment is really so much.

God, please help me, stop this madness. Somehow I begin to find Song Sam Dong and Go Hye Mie's profile, begin to find their original name. Yeah, now I've got their name, Song Sam Dong was played by Kim So Hyun while Go Hye Mie was played by Suzy. Oh God, why am I being crazy like this?


Kim So Hyung and Suzy, Oh they are so cute :*

Now, I begin to download videos about them from youtube and begin to find news about them. Ah no! How am I so sad after knowing that Kim So Hyung has a relationship with Eunjung, a girl that played Yoon Baek He, Go Hye Mie's sidekick before but then when she entered Kirin Art School, she was Go Hye Mie's rival. Although at the end of the story Yoon Bake He made friend again with Go Hye Mie, I still don't agree Eunjung became Kim So Hyung's girlfriend in the real life.
I prefer Kim So Hyung with Suzy, like at the end of the story, LOL. Finally I found a news which told about Eunjung's confession, she denied the rumor about the relationship between Kim So Hyung and her. She said that she only closed to him.

Oh yeah, Kim So Hyung and Suzy are suit couple. You two are so cute. I hope you two make a relationship in the real life.


Oh no no! I have to complete my PSAF task soon. Aaaargh, now I am really waiting for Dream High Season 2. But it will be released on January 2012. Too long! Firmly, I can't wait, but it said that the main players of Dream High season 2 will be changed by new generations. The main players at Dream High season 1 maybe appear but only as cameo. Huhuhu, whereas, I am really waiting for the continuation of the relationship between Go Hye Mie and Song Sam Dong. Don't they know? that I was crying when the story ended. I was crying because I believe I will miss that couple.

Oh no, Nuruuuul! What are you talking about? You have to be serious doing your assignments. Okay, NOBODY'S PERFECT including me :D

Dream High

I've promised to myself that I won't watch Korean Drama again. Because of what? If I plan to start watching Korean Drama, It means that I am going to be CRAZY just because of it. I can't stop watching that untill the story is ended. The most important stuff that is the whole of the times I have, only I use to watch it and it's really interrupting my times to study.

But what's wrong with me now. During the holidays, I found an interesting and ispiring Korean Drama. The title is "Dream High".



Dream High tells about a girl named Go Hye Mi, she is very skillful at singing and aspiring to be music star by entering Julia Music School. Unfortunately, her father went bankrupt, left her younger sister and her, and also her father left a huge debt for her. Loan shark always run after her. Finally she was caught and asked to make an agreement on debt repayment. She was asked to enter Kirin Art School so that she can be a famous music star quickly only in 3 years. Yoon Baek He is her best friends and she wanted to enter Kirin Art School too. But Go Hye Mi betrayed her in the interview. Go Hye Mi was failed but not on Yoon Baek He.

If you are interested in this drama, I suggest you to by the DVD. LOL.
Yeah, after being crazy of this drama, I decided to buy the DVD. And now, I have watched episode 1-7, How disappointed I am, after realizing that the third disk was blank disk. I thought it was the mistake from the seller. But I can't do anything. Yeah I have to understand that NOBODY'S PERFECT. I almost crying I can't continue watching Dream High, But I have another way to solve it, I can watch the sequel on TV. But I have to be patient, because one day one episode. I need to watch 3 episodes from the TV, after that I can continue watching it until end from the fourth disk.